My Decision..upz so hard bo

Actually, its so complicated for me to make a decision, and its hard considerate, between continuing my study or getting work. I am sure that my parent always support all of my decision, include when I take again my study in bachelor degree after finishing my diploma. So now I have done, I graduated from bachelor of nursing, but really I am not sure about my profession right now, actually about the regulation and the system in my own country. Honesty I never believe, I will never grow up and stand in my profession in Indonesia, because still much the system that should changed or fixed. As I knew the salary for my profession in Indonesia is very low, and I am sure no body want to work all of the time as a nurse and get very little money, and so many risk there. So I think the government should take a look to the reality. On the other hand, my profession in out side, I mean in abroad it was very huge chance to grow up and stand in our own as a independent profession. So its prefer for me to take a decision to work abroad, looking for many experiences there, and learn more about medic or nursing subject. And after that when I was finished, I should take my study again as master even In Indonesia or still in abroad.

But now, I have to be patience to wait the chance that will pass in front of me. Now I should prepare and make a good planning. Don’t think about marriage, some times I will find a better one than I have found in the past. Back to my decision, than its prefer to getting work, but if I find the chance to take my study again as master degree, so don’t miss it. May its my opportunity or my lucky. Recently I found my friend that always support me to take the chance in many other profession, I have to throw my idealism, I have to try to be actualize my own. Do my interesting job, now I make a group of band and I make a song, probably my song will catch up in the world of music, especially in Jakarta as a center of Indonesian region. First, in this month I prepare to make a tract and my song will be recorded in my friend studio, even we have to pay the recording but really its not a problem for us. I have more motivation, and we will make it together.

Hopefully, all of planning can be a strong motivation. And its will be coming true. Cause all effort will be successful if we do with our heart, keep straight and always pray. May Allah always bless us and keep away from a devil disturbed, and we always keep to thank to Allah. Fabiaayyiaalaa irabbikumaa tukadzibaan